a bit of a dilemna.

I found out today that I will lose my seasonal status in entertainment if I accept another role. That means that whenever my purple folder arrives, I will have to click decline in anticipation of the audition. The thing is, i'm not sure if I will lose my status if I go to the interview and don't pass. I was actually looking forward to maybe doing something with vocal interaction, but I guess that's no longer an option. I am so worried about not passing an audition and losing my status. I'm going to call again closer to auditions and find out, but until then my future with the college program is a bit in limbo. Although, if auditioning isn't an option for fear of loosing seasonal, I am thinking of just heading down for the semester anyway and working seasonally.

I just find it a bit irritating that I even have to audition again since I am already in that role. If i was going from seasonal to part-time or full-time I would not need to audition again, but to go from seasonal to college program then back to seasonal again I do? It just doesn't make sense to me that I wouldn't have to audition for full time, but I do for the college program. I'm afraid of getting remeasured. I am afraid of bombing my interview. I am afraid of losing Donald, Mickey and Minnie. I will not audition if there is a risk of loosing seasonal.