I declined my offer for the CP. I feel nervous declining it, because of what will happen if i don't pass the audition this tme around. But if I don't, I'm awesome to Florida anyway as seasonal. And I know deep down I don't want to give up entertainment for something else. Just looking at the top of that picture and knowign I gave up being friends with Mickey, Minnie and Donald would kill me. And hey, this just means someone else who is pending might just get my merchandise spot.


And the countdown until March 18th begins.